Bewitched

Behold my

Ebullient passion

Wambling

Instinctively

Towards

Crescendo

Hold me close  as I,

Enraptured

Dissolve into ripples of pleasure

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Bosom heaves
Errant heart beats
Weak knees
Instinctively capsize
Tyrant you smile
Captive me,
Hold  breath for that-
Elusive
Decadent pleasure

Prompted by : Acrostic only

Breast Cancer -An acrostic

Blot out these-
Rebellious cells
Emerging
Aggravatingly
Scoop them out
Tarnished body wails!

Contours lost
Awry lines
Never will be set right
Cure elusive as I,
Endure in hope
Respite cannot be far

Prompted at : Acrostic poetry

P.S: It is not new.. I am struggling hard to find words to express my feelings.. and the words I do find.. seem not enough ! Anyhow.. this is my desperate attempt to finally write “poetry” I know this is not good enough.. and yet I love the first stanza.. what do you say ?

Spewing rubbish!

To see is not to see.

To be is not to be.

To lie is to say the truth

And to be honest is hornet’s nest

Let me just not see.

Let me just not be

I wonder what is this about

Nonsense I seem to spout!

But if randomness is not random

Wouldn’t that just mean

Something is yet to be gleaned?

I surround myself with emptiness.

It is never empty.

For nothingness holds just that.

Nothing.

I find myself time and again getting lost.

I find myself.

getting lost.

If I could just borrow words.

Transcend meanings..

May be then I can leave behind

This sinking feeling.

May be then I shall

Expel this “if” and this “may be”

From my vocabulary.

If only!

Something stupid! ** sigh**

I bought myself some colicy dreams

I found it bursting through the seams

“I want to live” it said to me

“May be today you shall sleep”

I bought myself some crazy thoughts

Even though they were a sorry lot

Chocolate flavored words and sinful lies

I chose them over.. I chose them! that should suffice

I wrote myself some hazy verse

Stroke them through and kept them terse

And yet I struggle to make some sense.

I guess I should stop this nonsense!